I need to say
[goodbye]

shut the door

no more lingering in the corridors of my ♥

(and yet, I vacillate: what if I want to write about him again? How can I let this era go finally? Completely)

You still def[y]-ine me.

I use you as a crutch sometimes.
To explain things to myself.
To not explain things to others.

NO.

This is NOT how to go about it--I decided not to delete it