Hopelessly Devoted to you...

Kristel mentioned "Grease" and it made me think of that song.

Today was a strange day.

I had an almost complete replay of a car ride last year. The David Crowder song "Into Marvelous Light I Run."

& I was struck by the enormous grace of God.

Just like it happened last year, I had a flashback

to life on my own this past year

somuddledandmixedupandawful

I'd describe the flashback of what I saw, but it's depressing (and slightly pornographic in one segment)

I saw how I screwed it up big time for the second year in a row.

I saw how dim and lifeless and dark my way was.

The joy I thought I had at certain times seemed completely fradulent

tainted.

a shadow

I began to cry.
Whispering "Thank you."

& I saw what God has given me once again:

Grace