[good]bye, 2009

[bitter]sweet

loss & gain
give & take

a year of chastity
a year of staying on track
a year of seeking the Lord
a year of waiting
of growth
of change

I looked at my resolutions from this year.

God, they mostly came true.

But I feel...
well, not great.
And I know this walk isn't about feelings.

And I know this has been a good year for us.

But I want rest.
(& resolution)

But really, sincerely, I want your will.
I want you to do what you have to do.

I want my 3 H's this year...there's no use hiding that from you--you already know.

I'm going to bed now. I pray this decade will be better than the last.

Therefore, we do NOT lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day.