It's the first day of 2014 and it's time to begin the dig.
the descent.
The descent is the decent thing to do...the life-giving thing to do.
And yet I'm afraid.
I'm afraid of who I am.
I'm afraid of what will need to change.
I'm afraid of reigniting pains I've managed to stuff down.
I'm afraid I'll break again.
I'm afraid I won't be a good wife.
So God, I know 2014 is destined to be a year that goes deep into my heart. My cringing selfish little heart.
Help me to come out into the light.
Wednesday, January 1, 2014
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